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I dare not... Pathetic me...

7:53 PM |



I dare not show my face in front of my GL Comm... I really feel like a loser now... My confidence dropped alot today. At least, I can turn to my classmates?


Today, was a normal day.. I decide to shy myself away from SPSU.. I have no face to show in front of the peeps... I went to chill at the library during lunch with my 'Brother From Another Mother'... Jin Xiang!! I told him about what happened to me... He lend me a listening ear... Thanks... =')


I talked in msn to Zhen zhi... Seems we were buddy-buddy again heh... No one else in my secondary school were available to talk to. So we talked... As usual, suan-ing each other till one gives up... I found the Freedom Song Cover! Tmr I send u okay? Also, I msn-ed with Wanting for a short while telling her I wont come in contact for some time... Don't be sad yea Wanting! I'll be fine...


After that, my classmates decided to come to my house for project... We made the prototype! Was successful to a minimum extent I guess... Good job guys!


After the project, Me, Wang Cong and Weehao went for a jog at Queenstown Stadium... We trained Weehao for NAPFA... I also did some training myself... Weehao do push ups look dam funny la haha! We call it a day eh? My first day of sub-isolation...



I Am Just Pathetic... I Just Cant Show Myself Anymore...
It Will Just Remain As A Memory...

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Posted by Zulhelmi

=')

2:52 PM |

Im gonna be the biggest laughing-stock in the country... Can't even.. ah Never mind...


All I hope is that you are happy...

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Last Part of the story i guess...

11:26 AM |

For the sake of Marie and Wanting who read the story and wanted the continuation... Here it goes... I'll be struggling to type it because I just can't think straight eh? No worries my daughters...



As time passed by, the voices that called out to the purple mouse died down eventually. Still lost in the maze, the purple mouse was heart-broken... But he knew, the journey was a gamble... There would be possibilities of failure. Well, this mouse stumbled upon failure I guess...


With the voice no longer heard. The purple mouse lost hope and just sat there in the maze, looking up in the sky thinking what he could have achieved if he reached the heart.. But those were just his dreams.


The mouse now just wanders the maze, never being able to find the heart... Soon, he will collapse to the ground and just give up. As much endurance this mouse has, he just wept into tears... Awaiting for his comrades to find and pick him up again... For the time being, the mouse lays collapsed in the maze. Maybe some sleep will help...


Close your eyes purple mouse, you will be found soon... For now rest, what you need purple mouse is time for yourself to recover!

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Broken... Its a nice song...

10:21 PM |


Dropped off your keys last night,
The front door still unpainted.
You were polite like ice,
I, once could met it.
You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down.


And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know,
Is broken.


I heard your voice break, when you said,
"well I hope you're happy".
Nothin' to say, I'll stare, straight into my coffee.
Then the conversation changed,
How we talked around the blame,
And the pain of losing.
All of the good times lost,
When it all crashed down.


And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know...
Is broken.


Well I'm here if you need me,
I know you don't believe me.
well I'm so sorry,
For all the pain I've caused.
Ho-oohhhhh...


And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know...
Is broken.

Ho-oh...


I don't know how to hold you, but I want to...

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In Search Of The Maiden's Heart...

8:26 PM |

I have a story... Something I thought of while chatting at CCK... Care to hear it? Its a story about this purple mouse! A mouse in search of a treasure that meant something to it... Its a tacky story but it does have its meaning... The story goes as followed;

There was once this purple mouse. It has heard of this treasure and it seemed it meant alot to him. He embarked through the forest to find this Maiden's Heart that it has heard of. It was not the only one embarking on this journey... There were many other mice looking for the heart. Most of the mice got lost in the forest and it seemed they can never reach the heart.

This purple mouse, however, was lucky enough to have stumbled onto the location of the heart.

It thought it could hear the voice calling to it. So it went towards the heart...

When the purple mouse stepped closer to the heart... Walls popped out from nowhere hindering its movement. As the mouse was told before, these were the walls of wierdness... They will appear and disappear at random! This purple mouse kept running in the maze, wanting to find this heart...

This mouse bumped into the Walls of Wierdness. Not only that... the route was a bumpy one! The purple mouse kept tripping over the steps of the route... These steps also appear at random! The purple mouse was at times so flustered that it kept ramming the walls trying to break through it instead but alas, it only succeeded in getting a headache! The mouse fell at times but it just got back up again and endured... At times, the mouse camps in the maze... Feeling lost and at times doubting that there is hope....

This posed as some trouble for the purple mouse to go through the maze but it knows nonetheless that the journey would be well worth it... Undeterred and with perseverance, the mouse continued slowly towards the heart. It knows well it needs the Map of Understanding in order to reach the heart. It would also sometimes require timely movement to get through the walls...

The mouse knows in time, it will reach the heart... What it needs right now is time. Time to get acquainted with the maze... Time to plan what to do with the heart...

The story is to be continued....

Guess what? That mouse... is me...

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Saturday... Wish my cousin farewell and take care in australia!

11:26 PM |

Today was kind of a filled day! I had another kenduri! It is for my cousin who is leaving for Australia for further studies! Wish her all the best! The thing is she is going to take a course in Chemical Engineering in Australia there!! LOL!!


I woke up stunned in the morning! Not sure why... Was super hungry by then.. So I went tiong bahru to get some Burger King meal... that should fill me up!


In the evening I went for the kenduri! Cousins were there of course! The food there was awesome... And I REALLY LOVE EGG TART!! Can someone buy me one?! =D


Lazy describe event! Alot of things gg on... Cousins and Aunts keep asking why my body so build de... Its not build lo... Still in noobish state! XD


After kenduri, I went home of course... Wanted to try drive car but alas change of plans!! Sad~~ =X

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Monopoly! I Learnt something new!

10:36 PM |

Eh, today was really a free day... Wanted to take my mind off projects today. Cos on friday there is gonna be FYP for me... Thts gonna be kinda tiring haha! But nonetheless, I will find ways to entertain myself! =D

Though a free day, I decided to pay a visit to SPSU Room... I learnt how to play Monopoly Deal!! Was taught by Nick... Then Yishan taught her way of playing the game. Well, in the end we jus sticked to the original rules... Yishan explain so complicated! =.= LOL!!

Oh yeah, had ice-cream cos it was hot yo! NO Magnum Gooooooold! So I tried Magnum Ecuador Dark... Still Awesome but not as awesome as the Gold!! Then Jiahao wanted to eat lunch... So we went to FC 3 to grab a bite... Introduced to Jiahao the specialty of Chicken Talk... The Ultimate Sauce...Both spicy and sweet... The Bandung Sauce! Its not the pink drink ah!! XD

Soon later Ben, Zhen hui, Duncan and SC joined us... =D

Was full then... My goodness I think I need run on the weekends! I lost 8kg overall.. From 78kg to 70kg! I spent most of time playing Monopoly Deal... I won only once lor!! SADDDD!! T_T

The last game was funny. Players were Me, Jingting, Zhen hui, SC and Rusydi... I was like super sian with my cards HAHAHA! So I decided toend my suffering by helping SC win... SC didnt want to win so fast so he countered my card with the "Just Say No" Card... I wanted to swtich property with him so tht he has 3 sets of property... BUT! I countered his "Just Say NO" with the same card LOL!!! I die die want end suffering...

In actual fact... Jingting could have won! Supposedly on her turn, she will put the last piece of property of her 3rd set!! LOL!!! Sorry eh Jingting! X) But it was my turn first so just end "suffering" there! HAHAHA!

Alright... enough uhhh... Tired already... So Me, Jingting, Zhen hui and SC headed for home!
Imma go to the Hoodz in Queenztown!!



I will fly you to the moon and back if you'll be... if you'll be my baby - Savage Garden

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