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Tiresome day... Dumbass PRactical haha

10:57 PM |

Okie... Today was somewhat of a full-day. New People met... All was normal today.
I babbled about rubbish in class... We had to each do a 1 minute talk on a certain topic and I got the RELIGION topic. =X I don't know how to phrase my words! HAHA!

Practical was the most sian thing of all... But luckily it was the last!! There is someone new I met.. Eric, a new member of the group. Funny sia, talk about stuff which has double meaning...

After school, Went home to change gear... Zhenzhi asked if I want dinner at Lot 1. Had nothing else to do so I went to Lot 1. Food Culture was nice!

After main course, we decided to eat dessert... Chendol for her, Red Ruby for me. We declared Red Ruby awesome! Also talked about certain stuff... She pry alot of information from me sia hahaha! Skilled Interrogator she is... Then helped her to choose a laptop for her... I recommended Fujitsu but sadly the COURTS there did not have any Fujitsu laptop... Gonna wait for IT fair I guess...

Ah lets call it a day eh, head for home...

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Ok.. slowly...

9:54 PM |

Ah... So I survived Gym + cross country run... Was really bummed out after the run.

At least, I sort of could talk normally to Amanda and Duncan... I would'nt say normal cos cutting myself away from sanity (and talking to Wee hao hah!) drove me a little crazy...

I was abit reluctant to have dinner with Alexander and others... I abit forced my smile. Really can't genuinely smile.. Eghh~

Wei Loon asked me to jog tomorrow... I think I wont... enough for now. Very pain ah my body.

Lets call it a day eh...



I'd wish things can heal faster... I still have that feeling in me... I'm sorry for whatever scars I've caused... I'm not angry.. I'm just speechless... I don't know what to say.

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Gym and Long jog... Need Push limits eh?

3:18 PM |

Hmm... Class as per normal... Was kinda slackish today... I didn't bother about what the lecturer said eh. I'll read it myself... I kept Weehao awake during bio class as much as I could. Even grayson and Zakkiyya suggested some ways to keep Wee hao awake. Wangcong woke him up in a very funny way...

It was funny, but I didn't laugh much... I don't know why I can't laugh normally... I want to laugh... Ah well, in time I guess...


In the next last lecture, EE... Spent most of time with mp3 hah.. Topic considered too simple? Even Myron started using PSP already... Teh Peng with my brother from another mother, Jin Xiang...

I learned wierd math for the topic... Sound addition... 30 + 30 = 33 Wierd Math

30 + 50 = 50
20 + 20 = 23


Decibal Maths is way wierd... But wierd is something not out of the ordinary in this world... Wierd is the norm I guess...

I went to the gym to relax my mind and arms... Got my mind off some stuff... Spam the treadmill...
Now... Gonna go jog from Dover To Queenstown.


Sub-Isolation helps a little...

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....I found my past...

8:59 PM |

I just suddenly remembered about my primary school... In a very old post I wrote... I wrote about this girl in primary school... Her name was Zaleena! I think she wont remember me... I finally found her facebook!!! It feels good to find a long lost friend.

I still remember the time last time she liked me... Was too noobish to understand back then... We shared a common foe... The malay teacher! Dam effing menopause!! We helped each other alot! Ever since sec 1 I didnt even get her contact. I didnt even have a phone!


Well took me 6 plus years to finally find a piece of her contact?? I'm amazed by my lag... The facebook must be her... It looks like her... The secondary school sounds like what Ahmad Rifaie told me... And the name spelling is as I remembered... Holy eff! So long then I find?



Its easy to let go if you dont like the person the way the person likes you... Easy to get over with... Just snap fingers
I don't reply because I'm scared... My confidence is nil
But to gamble one's heart fully even if he knows the person is not fully sure of the feelings.. That is something I have never done till now...

Just Leave Me Be For Now... The Problem Just Lies Me Now Eh?

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To Gym Or Not To Gym?

7:02 PM |

I think I'll head to the gym on Wednesday... After Environmental Eng Class I guess... Cant skip it already. 1pm is kind of a bad time to go gym. The open road to Pioneer Gym is hot. Ah what the heck...


Today gym is just for muscle relaxation eh.. I lifted lighter weights to jus flex arms...

Call it a day Zul... Rest your mind still. Hope your application turns out well Zhen zhi... Don't want u complaining here and there about cannot this degree cannot that degree...



I Still Feel the Hole In The Heart... I'm Not Sure Why...
Part Of Me Has Anger, Part Of Me Has Calmness... I Just Don't Get It...
Something Inside Me Is Burning... Am I Angry About Something?
No... My Sub-Isolation Is Still In Progress...
Control Your Anger, Mr Heart... I Know Gambling You Was Painful...
I Just Cant Face Her Anymore...

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Hi peeps...

12:36 PM |

Alright today... Nothing much so far... Maybe I'll take the day to rest my arms... Dam Wangcong for suggesting to push over limits too far hahaha!

Btw, To Benedict... Sorry for hacking ur account. I'm just trying to pass u a message to you to change ur password!! Sorry if you take it heavily when account hacked... heh...

Currently, I feel abit better... Though I still feel loser-ish! To those who want to hang around me while I'm in this state, be my guest. Just don't comment, criticise or suan or whatever... We'll just go out for a quiet dinner or something to fill our stomachs...

If you want talk about a certain topic fine by me... I am not isolating myself totally... If there is a single friend out there who still wants to hear me out.

Just say so... I would never turn down a person who would want to hear my topic...

But to Fair-weather friends, just enjoy what you are doing... You surely would not want this sad boy hanging out around you eh? It will spoil the mood and environment which I know u guys dont want...

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Ambitions & Dreams Pish Posh...

9:43 PM |

Hahaha... Why I keep writing to u eh bloggy? Cos I suddenly remembered an ambition me and malay bros once had... Well it didnt happen due to lack of materials XD


Me, Haikal, Riduwan, Syukri and Rafiq last time wanted to try start a band... I forgot what we wanted to name it... We were inspired by the Scarlet Rose... One of my malay bros Band! Consisting of Zaki, Qashmeer, Labin and Afiq...


The plan supposedly was I was the singer hahahaha!! Haikal was the bass.. Syukri was the guitarist... Rafiq would play the keyboard AHA!! And Last but not least, it was Riduwan's dream to play the drums... We were also inspired by the group "My Chemical Romance"


Well ambitious as we were... We lacked time to play together cos we were busy soccer-ing XD

Hah... There it goes... Bye for now!

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