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9:38 PM |

Ahhhh..... Really... Should I even act as if nothing is going on with my feelings? Should I just embrace the feeling? ......

No I cant... It'll just complicate things. But, this feeling gets stronger everyday.

How long can I hold back? Should I even hold back?



Ehm... Psps.. Disoriented nowadays due to the above event.
Well one promise I made was to keep spirits high in my Kantikoy Family... Seems I failed to meet tht promise. Well this semester is the period which I will fall... and fall terribly...

Give me the strength to make a great change!

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Posted by Zulhelmi

What is this feeling?

9:16 PM |

Its been quite some time ever since...

What is this feeling I have right now? Am I falling for someone? I think its because I've spent too much time with her... There is much fear in me when I see her but at the same time, I feel happy... Is this a good thing, or a bad one?

Feeling uneasy sometimes... She has the character and the heart. This is what pulls me in.

Umm...

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Posted by Zulhelmi

The Past....

1:13 PM |

Time for me to move on... What's done is done! I wont linger in the past... I wont let this affect my friends like someone i know..=.=

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Posted by Zulhelmi

Tiresome...

1:53 PM |

Hi my long lost blog. Hows being ancient like?

Well I feel like typing today because I had a full Friday to Saturday. Lets start with FO camp! Me and my rented friend, Fufu... lol

I decided to rent Fufu to drive me and some of my friends to camp. I was quite surprised by the campsite as it had only 1 toilet room for each gender. So long queues were always in session. Stayed at the camp for like dam late. Watched through all the activities and talked my Committee. And through that camp, a new recruit has emerged to the Committee. When the time came, some peeps had to go home. Truthfully, I was abit scared to drive EVERYONE home. You know why?

Its because if I drove all of them home alr, I would be the only person in the car, driving back to that ulu Sembawang place. This will make me "Chua sai". Luckily, Liying acompanied me. XD
For that, we went to McDonalds drivethru. Get some late night dinner lol. There was nothing much to do late at night and plus, sleeping would have its idiotic consequences.

Ahh, it was 6.30am, Saturday. Khabir told me the gates were opened. But I dare not drive due to the fact that I was damn sleepy. So i rested in the Junkies room, played card games with Helmi, Shakilah and Jiahao before that. When its 7.30am, Theresa wanted to leave... So I drove her to Sembawang MRT.

Then its my turn to go home, as I was gonna watch Clash of The Titans with my buddy classmates in the late morning. The movie was alright. But short fighting parts. TOGETHER!
After the movie, me, Zakiyya and Jackson went to skool to do logbook. Managed to finish most parts of the finalised logbook. I had to leave right after to drive Zhen zhi for dinner.

LOL I met Zhenzhi at Queenstown. On the way west while driving, we were deciding on what to eat. LOL she abit frickle minded ah. At last decided to eat at Shintokyo in Clementi. Hmmmm...
The sushi was good and we talked and laughed during dinner. She even tricked me to eat this "Pea cover". I almost ate the skin of the pea, which was actually not suppose to be eaten. >.< lol

Hahaha, back to the car after dinner. We then headed for West Coast Park. Both of us, being noobish in road navigation, took the long way round to West Coast Park. Dam funny, Zhenzhi so confident of the route LOL. We reached West Coast about 8pm. She wanted to take a walk there. She just wanted to relax with a walk through the park. Was glad I could at least to spend time with her. The sea was a cooling place to sit and jus calm the mind. I wish you all the luck Zhenzhi, hope you get to the course you want =) Before leaving we had a small snack at MacDonalds

By 9pm+, I brought zhenzhi back to Chua Chu Kang to let her try out the car. Cute lah the way she drives. Moving the steering wheel bit by bit jus to make a right turn. Haha...
At least she learned a thing or two about driving. When it was 10pm, i dropped her in front of her house and headed for home...

Phew, tiring Friday to Saturday.. I woke up like at 12pm on Sunday... and furthermore, I accidentally slept in the living room.

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Posted by Zulhelmi

Hahjaha

10:28 PM |

WOAH! Been dam long since the last update. Blog super rusty sia....

Went to eat dinner with Nina, Dinah, Jiahao, Benedict and Yong Lin... It was funny and full of crap la... Not gonna expose much. Secret talks... I feel the FOWA comm this year will be rather difficult to bond. There are certain reasons why...

When I got home, I suddenly thought of this girl I met in primary school. Her smile suddenly appeared in my day dream... XD

I still remember how close we were. Discussing maths questions or even malay questions. We held out the MENOPAUSE Malay teacher together. Come to think of it, she was the most prettiest malay girl that I've ever met... Her smile, her eyes...

I was kinda dumb for nt understanding girls that time. Haiz wasted... Will I see her again? Maybe she wont even recognise me... Or maybe I wont recognise her? Zul zul... you really are naive...

Ah... I just felt like writing that... Its great to let out some feelings thru blog... Its best people dun read this blog.. or even know the existence of the blog... XD

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Posted by Zulhelmi

Hmm...

11:58 PM |

Finally, my inner self spoke.

Its been very long since I held this feeling. It seems I can love again. I'm not really sure if its right, but my feelings tell me its right. I really can't hold back my feelings for long. I'm in love again...
Hold back Zul! It might not be a good move to let it out. But... I can't help it, its my heart. What should I do bloggy? Why am I asking you... You wont even answer me, bloggy...
Alright alright... today updates.
Umm, lets see... Went for a jog in the morning with Amanda. the jog gave me a wake up call! Went to class late by 1HOUR!!
Heh... Celeste believed that my bag could turn inside out and look like a black crumpler. LOL Noob... i managed to join the class during break time! Awesome!
School was an average normal day... Went to driving after that, it was great. I drove as if I had a license! Hahahaha
Then finally, I met up with Amanda and Jason to have dinner. Jason was really funny, he kinda cheered me up on that day. Alright, I wanna go sleep.. Ciaos!

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A Birthday Party For A Friend

3:07 PM |

Friday... Was a busy day for me... I've been moving around ALOT...
Right after school, original plan was to go buy stuff at vivo and then meet ligeng to go swimming... But plans can change. I didn't join my class for soccer. I went to VivoCity to buy stuff. Then had an sms from Amanda that she and 2 other friends wanted to sign up for Driving...
So after Vivocity, I went to Bukit Batok. I told ligeng to meet at bukit batok and we will go swimming from there on. While waiting at for those 3 people, I met Riduwan, Syukri and gang... plus a few more peeps. Then later, Met Amanda and the new girl Vivian... Did I spell that right? Well, she has ALOT of questions to ask regarding driving lessons... But its not a crime to be inquisitive. =D
Later the other friend was a familiar face.. Ezzat... After ligeng came, we made a move to BBDC. We talked alot on the bus. And I added some info on where they will be driving. I heard some interesting stories on the bus... It was nearing Amanda's birthday, so I'll use some of my time for her... When we got there those 3 signed up for driving. Unfortunately, I didn't know the rule was that only when you're 18 then you can enrol into the driving school. Well I left those 3 to get used to the surroundings in BBDC. They will be going there alot!
From the way I see, there was something that troubled Ligeng... I wouldn't know but I have a hunch it was THIS certain problem I won't state what it is. Ate lunch after that at the canteen. Had bad comments on the canteen from ligeng, Vivian and Amanda. Hmm... she also didn't want to go swimming as it was already late. Hmm... I'm concerned alittle...
I've listened to so many problems... that occured in union. And it is all because of one reason and one reason in particular... That reason will be kept secret. I don't want to start any flares or anything.
After BBDC, Me and Amanda went to SP to observe meetings. We both were the most stress-free people there. There was AD and MMSP meeting. While waiting for people, we played drawing... lol
Everything after this, whatever that happened................. is for me to know and for you guys to never find out...
As usual, my heart is giving wierd beats again... Is it the same feeling? Nevermind....

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