Well... I will wait... Time, time, time is something we need...
Patience... =) Effort together... We will make it thru!
Patience... =) Effort together... We will make it thru!
Just A Typical Day...
Well, Today was a pretty slackish day.... Sheng Siong at first to get some stuff and then I went to union in the afternoon to get some air-con nap!
As much as I tried, I couldn't nap peacefully... Something was aching, deep inside myself... I'll Just Try...
My Mind's Ablurr..
Right.. Today... Umm... A school day as usual and plus there was AGM. I didn't plan to stay in AGM long. After AGM, the lot of us had dinner together at Pepper Lunch... I may not be feeling well guess. My head hurts...
Hmm... I did not know what to do uh. Feelings VS Thoughts. I'll be better with a little music... Maybe I should have brought her a sandwich.
I guess... thats all... I think it'll be alright....
Something I Must Give...
Hmm... I did not know what to do uh. Feelings VS Thoughts. I'll be better with a little music... Maybe I should have brought her a sandwich.
I guess... thats all... I think it'll be alright....
Something I Must Give...
The Barrage Event
Ooo.. On Saturday, was suppose to meet Jingting at Marina Bay at around 10am. But I overslept for some reason... Woooops! Well the Led Zep Potluck was alright. But it was effing HOT! I had to wear that outfit plus jeans cos I had to go somewhere first. There was Leon, Freida, Dwi and umm 2 other guys. Wonder whats their name.. Paiseh paiseh! Will find out soon! Wanting and Firdaus joined later.
Well, I left sometime soon actually... I had a family gathering back in Queenstown. Its called "Kenduri". Bye to JT and WT... LOL
At Queenstown, everything was prepared... It was a great time to communicate with cousins and uncles and aunts. Since we only meet once a year, its great for this year its TWICE... Catching up to do with cousins. Well cousin trustcircles as usual.. Must update my status to them... LOL!!
After the Kenduri, I was tired... Should be done then eh? Call it a day!
Going Well, Should Get Better... Am I Doing My Best?
Going Well, Should Get Better... Am I Doing My Best?
Holidays.. The Final Act...
Lets start with Friday... I went to gym with Jiahao in the morning. Though, we spent less time there than usual. I should have gotten more sleep.. Bleahh...
Then after I went home, need some rest omg... Freakin' tired... I got some rest awhile. My cats woke me up LOL! And just on time too. I went to Raffles City in search of a gift for Jingting. I found this bracelet and had it customised abit. Well I won't say its fully customizable...
Met Jingting at Cathay and we ate at Aston's. Ate fish of course! XD
After that, we went for a walk at different places. Talked about stuff and all, I even almost taught her the level 5 vulgarity.. OMG!! Nooooo Jingting don't say it! =X
I enjoyed staring in the night sky with Jingting... The wind was great... I wish Singapore had more stuff for us both to do =))
Sent Jingting To AMK... It was the least I could do...
Feel As If The Barriers Have Been Lifted, No... Not Feel.. I Know They Are Already Lifted...
Feel As If The Barriers Have Been Lifted, No... Not Feel.. I Know They Are Already Lifted...
A Day out!
On Wednesday, me and Jingting went to Bugis Street. I managed to buy a shirt! Gonna wear it when school starts... I didn't go for a spress there. If I did I would have been hunted down already... XD
Both of us decided to watch Toy Story 3. Jingting should watch number 1 and 2 first hahaha... It was 3D! But the movie didn't seem 3D... Looked normal.
It was funny to see the 3D glasses sliding off jingting nose sometimes =D
Both of us decided to watch Toy Story 3. Jingting should watch number 1 and 2 first hahaha... It was 3D! But the movie didn't seem 3D... Looked normal.
It was funny to see the 3D glasses sliding off jingting nose sometimes =D
Went to eat at Qiji's after that. I was hungry, popcorn was like air in stomach! From there, I accompanied Jingting to AMK... Had a sudden thought to eat Magnum Goldddddd! ^^ Well you could say it was a random day out.. Whatever makes you guys happy eh? LoL
My Heart Controlled My Actions At The Point Of Time, Not My Brain
Cycling, Pooling and Stunning...
Updates Time!
On Monday, I went cycling with JT, Duncan and Benedict. We had a very tiring time cycling. For the first time, I was introduced to a shop that had the offer 1hour GET 2HOURS FREE... Dam, seems I've been conned for the past rentals. Hahaha, doesn't matter...
I got to relax my mind through the cycling... It was quite a great achievement to finally clear the long stretch of the route along the road... GYEAH!!
After cycling all of us were tired. I couldn't even think properly... Was damm dazed. Duncan was still energetic due to the amount of rice he ate... and the sugar rush he had. XD
Jingting was almost falling alseep at BK LOL... We had a good chat at BK, with Ben saying some stuff that really stunned me... O_O
On Monday, I went cycling with JT, Duncan and Benedict. We had a very tiring time cycling. For the first time, I was introduced to a shop that had the offer 1hour GET 2HOURS FREE... Dam, seems I've been conned for the past rentals. Hahaha, doesn't matter...
I got to relax my mind through the cycling... It was quite a great achievement to finally clear the long stretch of the route along the road... GYEAH!!
After cycling all of us were tired. I couldn't even think properly... Was damm dazed. Duncan was still energetic due to the amount of rice he ate... and the sugar rush he had. XD
Jingting was almost falling alseep at BK LOL... We had a good chat at BK, with Ben saying some stuff that really stunned me... O_O
Now on tuesday, I went for a fringe rebonding! Later on, Some of us were suppose to go cycling... But people backed out so we changed the game plan! We went for pool instead. It was a random idea... First it was just me and Amanda, thanks to people who backed out LOL... =.=
Later on Jingting, Ben and Wanting joined us... It was great to have them there. Was really glad they came!! I can't explain why, maybe its just me hahaha
Dinner together after that and it was time to head home...
Later on Jingting, Ben and Wanting joined us... It was great to have them there. Was really glad they came!! I can't explain why, maybe its just me hahaha
Dinner together after that and it was time to head home...
A Personality Test!
Ooo... Jingting asked me to do the personality test. Well most of the information is true. I can say its 90% accurate! Fascinated by this psycho analysis! XD
This was what I got:
An extremely outgoing and social person, Muhammad Zulhelmi tends to make friends easily and likes to have fun with others. He wants to make commitments even if he may be unable to keep them; but that is because of his desire to please, not because of any intent to deceive. Muhammad Zulhelmi tends to be very spontaneous, easily becoming bored with routine tasks.
Muhammad Zulhelmi values close, personal relationships, and he will often put the needs and desire of those who are loyal friends ahead of his own needs. He is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. Muhammad Zulhelmi will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition.
Not afraid to take a bold approach, Muhammad Zulhelmi is willing to challenge the status quo. He is original and creative, and acts with confidence when implementing new solutions. Muhammad Zulhelmi will tend to use a balance of intuition and facts when making decisions, and once he has made a decision, he will not be afraid to take action upon it.
Because he cares about how others feel, Muhammad Zulhelmi may feel uncomfortable making decisions that strongly affect others. He typically encourages others to be involved in the decision making process and prefers to work in a team role. Others tend to see Muhammad Zulhelmi as agreeable and humble.
Sundays... A Time To Chill
Alright!! A Sunday, A day to chillax!
I'll take this day to sit back and just enjoy the bright sky!
Yeah... Things are really surprising in FIFA. All Big-shot team aren'y big shot at all. Germany lose to Nigers. England cant win. France Losing and sadly, Spain LOST!
BUT... My all-time favourite is OWNING!
Lionel Messi and Tevez are on form. With increased morale since Gonzalo Higuain scored a hat-trick against S. Korea. Woooo...
GO ARGENTINA
GO ARGENTINA
The Talk... Walk the Walk, Talk the Talk
When to meet Jingting at Chua Chu Kang. We decided to talk, and the need to clarify some doubts. Went to the library at first but an old man spoiled the mood.. Bloody anti-climatic dude...
Went for a walk at Bukit Gombak. I wanted to show her the beginning of the GL. And the bukit Batok Nature there. I showed her the Hill that I used to see last time. She didn't know there was like a "Nature Reserve" there... We discussed and clarified some of our doubts.
Went for a walk at Bukit Gombak. I wanted to show her the beginning of the GL. And the bukit Batok Nature there. I showed her the Hill that I used to see last time. She didn't know there was like a "Nature Reserve" there... We discussed and clarified some of our doubts.
It was great to have a chat with her. I really do enjoy her company...
I don't have to act or pretend. I can just comfortably be myself...
Well, I'm smiling ever since... I just want to say THANK YOU! =)
Well...
Ah yes... I feel kind of better now.
After a walk at Marina Barrage, I felt more calm...
After a walk at Marina Barrage, I felt more calm...
Thanks for being a great listener.
The clouds and kites unknowingly calmed my mind.
The walk in Marina Barrage only calmed my mind but heart-wise, there is this wierd feeling...
Probably could cure it by asking my God-bro point that 5kg bolt-action Rifle at my heart... what the.. No..
Hmm...
I just hope nobody reads this... Let it remain in the shadows. I will always endorse her decision... I'll always accomodate her, no matter what the cost.......
Even if part of me hurts.....
Sometimes I feel left alone, with no one to really put trust... My GL Comm has its limits in trusts. Zul is now is disarray mode, with so much mixed feelings and mainly the will to stay strong.
How I wish I could go back in time with my A.I Team ... Armature Idiots... hahaha
How I wish I could discuss this type of thing to Riduwan or Labin... Its like they give a listening ear and also understand situations. I would feel even stronger aith my cousins and sister around me... For now, and most of the time, I will be alone...
I'm probably gonna ask for a favour from my bro, Melvin... Ask him to pruposely-accidentally spike my Coca-cola... Hangovers may be good head reliefs. Though I already kana before... It makes me forget... Good, probably I need...
Accept the fact Zul... Just Accept it...
Even if part of me hurts.....
Sometimes I feel left alone, with no one to really put trust... My GL Comm has its limits in trusts. Zul is now is disarray mode, with so much mixed feelings and mainly the will to stay strong.
How I wish I could go back in time with my A.I Team ... Armature Idiots... hahaha
How I wish I could discuss this type of thing to Riduwan or Labin... Its like they give a listening ear and also understand situations. I would feel even stronger aith my cousins and sister around me... For now, and most of the time, I will be alone...
I'm probably gonna ask for a favour from my bro, Melvin... Ask him to pruposely-accidentally spike my Coca-cola... Hangovers may be good head reliefs. Though I already kana before... It makes me forget... Good, probably I need...
Accept the fact Zul... Just Accept it...
Time...
Well, What me and her needs now is time. I want her to feel comfortable around me, to know I'm there for her. Time, Time, Time... I wish I could reach out to her.
I guess she needs time to adapt perhaps...
I guess she needs time to adapt perhaps...
Butterflies In My Tummy.
Recently, My heart felt more thumping... Am I troubling her? Did I do something wrong? How I wish I know what to do to comfort the situation. I'm getting more intrigued by her as times passes by...
Well, I think I should just wait...
Should I? I don't know... My stomach feels wierd though. This feeling has gotten strong.
I can only talk to you bloggy...
Well, I think I should just wait...
Should I? I don't know... My stomach feels wierd though. This feeling has gotten strong.
I can only talk to you bloggy...
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