Beats of Life: July 2010

Booms

11:02 PM |

Wednesday! Its Amanda's FYP day! Well first I did my project as per usual.. Then on to spectate Ariffin's Birthday set up by none other then my sister Theresa. But most of the time I was with Zhen Hui. Well, its because he is sick. Me, SC and Izzaty accompanied him to eat at FC 3. Poor him... No appetite to eat uh...

After the celebration, it was Amanda's FYP... Was kinda fun! Fairuz as usual, shaing crap during the play! LOL! And Ben and Duncan keep disturbing me about Vivian. Effing KNS la they all!! XD

Activities and Discussion were fun.. So many crap jokes... I like it!!

After the FYP, hmm oh ya... Can't say anything abt it! XD

Thursday's FYP was slackish... There wasn't much to do XD
Call it a day..

Declare Thursday slacking day!

On to Friday, School per usual... That was the only day I talked to Jason hell lot ever since he was still active in GL Comm... Talked alot of rubbish and kacau Ben and Fairuz XD

Fairuz is really a good joker. Like Nad's support in spamming Fairuz wall! (Y) I then went to Clementi with Ben and Franchesca after Jason had to go for D plus class... Franchesca blurr lo!!

Ben went to deposit money if I'm not wrong. Franchesca went off the opposite side of clementi to take bus. Me and Ben went to buy Ramly Burger. Nice nice... Franchesca decided to join us awhile since her friend is coming to clementi instead. I showed Ben the Game Shop Girl who looks nice XD. She remembered me as the person who bought "Gears of War"

Must be lack of malays going to the shop.. thts why she recognise me maybe LOL! Franchesca joined us awhile to buy Bubble Tea! Ben went to YOG Opening Ceremony with his friends... I met up with SC and both of us went to Bugis to get KOI.

Wierd thing is... I newly got to know him but we both can talk hell lot! Talked about Vanessa LOLLOL!!! This goes to show to create a simple friendship bond, it takes both sides to put in effort. It takes two hands to clap!

Thanks to him, I finally found the Beef Jerky that I've been looking for for so long!! After that we headed back home. Hmmm... Full force Dota at night. 5v5 Jason, Me, Zhen hui, SC and Duncan.

Oops! Buh Bye!

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Gears of War... Oooo

11:26 PM |

Oooo... Forgot to say, after gym I went to Clementi... Decided to go find cheap games for the XBOX 360 that my uncle lent. Went to the game shop at Cityvibe.

Well, the thing that intrigued me in the shop was that the person in charge was a pretty woman who was interested in games! Thats a rare person to find! Wierd enough I kept glancing at her... Ooops =S Dun see see lah Zul... And another thing, the second person in charge has recently become my role model HAHAHA! A guy with nice body shape! Cool uh... Eye Candy plus Role Model in one shop! The woman introduced to me the Gears OF War... Gonna try out when I'm free!

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Rewrite The Future...

8:41 PM |

Ah well... Lets start with Monday!

Everything normal... Nothing out of the ordinary! I went home to get some early sleep but still... I woke up late on Tuesday... Shit LOL!

Tuesday was a short day. I ended at 11! Went home to get some rest before I met Jiahao for gym. I went to school at 2pm to meet him. I saw Faizal Ang but I think I couldn't recognise him from the back view. He intro-ed me a job at Trader's Hotel. Mmm... though I'm comfortable with what I have currently, wouldn't hurt to get more uh? We'll see how it turns out! =D

After gym, nothing much... Was dam tired already. I think I cant fit into my pink "Pure Rock" T-Shirt anymore! O_O The arm part of the shirt is getting tight. XD

All should be fine now... But there is still one person who threatens my peaceful state... Warning to that person. If he disrespects me, I will take him down... Not only me, respect her also. This is not the first time he has done this... My patience to this guy is reaching its limits... How much more can I take? Dare you to try boy...

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Friday and Saturday... Second Adventure Perhaps?

11:13 PM |

Listening to Face The Music By Hoobastank

I thought my friday was gonna be a drag. Cause swimming was cancelled... Ligeng was sick! Awww man..

Felt down by then because it seemed as if all turned down movie offer. And due to that I had nothing to do... Duncan randomly asked to go out. At first I thought there was no point in it. I couldn't think of what to do.

So I just decided to go along with Duncan's plan...
But the tide turned in my favour...

Met those 2 at Starbucks at Suntec Expo. We had Cheesecake and Wafer! Amanda and Duncan had their usual favourites... Vanilla Latte and Java Chip! Can guess what they buy de LOL!

We planned from there where to go and what to do... I sense the random ideas that we suggest would turn out good uh... First idea was to go K-Box or Pool. K-Box too expensive uh! So we then planned to go CCK to amanda's house for mahjong... LOL! Darren and Zhen hui joined in for the afternoon game... The funny part was when all 4 of them were "washing" the mahjong tiles. Darren kept "washing" Amanda's hands! LOL! Giving her the jeepers... Beeeeeeeurrrgghhh! *Hair Stands*

We played for awhile while waiting for Wati to arrive... When it was time to go, we decided to take Amanda's Father's Car... Amanda's driving skill is not bad if I say so myself. Just the parking bit... Everyone has problems in parking, even me! XD

We decided to eat at Jalapeno Peppers! Darren "stalked" Wati and guided her to Jalapeno Peppers... Benedict joined us after his Council Meeting. The food there was good! Pita with Chicken and Beef! Yum~~

After dinner, we dropped off Darren at his house and made our way to West Coast Park. It took longer than expected to go to West Coast Park because Amanda's lost her way! GPS screwed HAHA! When we finally made it, we went to the pyramid area. Me and Zhen hui had a head start to climb the pyramid... I managed to climb halfway to the safe net zone but my feet hurt to go further so I just hand and sat around the area. Soon all 6 of us. Me, Zhen hui, Duncan, Benedict, Amanda and Wati made it to the safe zone. Discussion Period!

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After the discussion (if u can even see the discussion I wrote), we went to Macdonalds to get a drink and wash up. West Coast Park is a good place to chill! Wanted to bring her here last time but...

Ah... it was then time for Duncan to go home. Amanda drove him to Clementi MRT. Said goodbye and all and now there are 5 people left in the team. At first we decided to play pool. From what I heard from Amanda is that the Bukit Batok pool that we went last time was open 24/7 but when we reach there, it was closing time LOL! Went to 7-Eleven to get a drink/food... Almond Soya Milk has a wierd taste but good nonetheless! So we decided to go to continue Mahjong... Part of the reason is to train me! LOL!! Hehe

We Mahjong-ed at Amanda house then... I won 1 game. With ALOT of "Tai" as people call it. Feels good to win at least 1 game, for a MALAY!

Went home first thing in the morning. Was like a drunk by then... I DIDN'T DRINK HOR! If I'm not wrong, I almost waved for a taxi for no effing reason and did dumb things? Almost fell down to the ground in the MRT. Super tired LOL!

Reached home by 6am. Fell on the bed and slept tll 1pm. Benedict, Wati and Amanda were abit concerned if I can even reach home. ahahaha!

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Ooops Forgot Update...

10:39 PM |

Ooopsy! Well Lets start with the tuesday eh?

Tuesday was as per normal. Lessons and practical for the end. Practical was funny! My whole class did the "You Are The One Singapore" Song together! Oh yea oh yea oh yea hey! Oh yea oh yea oh yea ho! XD

Went gym after that. I'm really preparing for NAPFA! All the way Zul! I'll show those peeps what fat people can do...

Wednesday nothing much. I slept early due to over-used energy.... Dam tired...

Ok Thursday! English lesson was epic! Weehao doing all his lame shit again.. But what the heck, its kinda entertaining! After school, I went Gym again! Run run run! Met Hafiz at gym today. Long time didn't see him. In touch rugby, he was known as the guy in green cos he was the brightest team-mate that can be spotted easily at night!! Hahaha!

Ah but touch rugby was a drag... Didn't make it to school team though. Wasn't that fit that time...

After Pioneer gym, I went back to school for Prototype making. Wahh! So many prototypes! 6 and counting hhahaha!

Went Jurong Point with my brother from another mother, Jin Xiang... Was looking for the new Adizero soccer boots Hoho! Dinner at Java Village then and went home. Tired much... Come to think of it... Jin Xiang sort of reminds me of Edmund! I think the similarity is just the big size-ness! LoL!

Tomorrow is a friday! I got no FYP! Its my break... Will probably go swimming with Ligeng at YCK. Its been a long time since...

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A Fresh Morning...

8:43 AM |

Alrighty... A New Start Of the Day!

Okay, So I'm wrong about whatever I said in the previous post. Now I'm telling myself this...

"Forget the scars and move forward..."

I'm sorry to her for all the trouble I've caused... Me try me best to run the way thing were. Alright! ^^

Ahhh... Project Sheppard's Dog is going as I planned! YOG YOG YOG!!

Lets talk about Monday... Full of surprises hahaha! But alas, can say its just a normal day. Went for classes as per usual. After class around 1pm, there was a sudden idea to go watch movie! O_O

Went to union room to meet Amanda. Fairuz helped us find nice timngsfor the movie in his laptop. He dam funny LOL! Joke about everything hahaha

Me, Amanda and Duncan went to watch Inception. It was kind of a mind-effing kind of movie.. Going into someone's dream then find the perso to go into the dream of another dream and into another one.. Okaaaaay, headache LOL! My favourite character is Eames... Got alot of cool puns he has hahahaha!

After movie, we headed back from VivoCity.

Hmmm.... Should hang out with JT some time... I feel kinda disconnected. Ah, but she's not free most times eh... Ah well... =(

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I'm not sure if i'm doin' the right thing eh... =))

10:30 AM |

Alright, I think I'm gonna do as follow... Right now, I am scared there will be wierd moments between me and her when we go out. It would be wierd right? Since she does know I like her... She might think when I ask her out, it would be like "jio-ing" her. Outings will be affected... So I mustn't spoil a good outing...

I will be watching from afar, on how well she is doing...

I don't want my sad feelings to affect her mood at anytime or anyplace. She would be happier then...

In the past I said, I would always care for her. But my recent actions during the week did otherwise...

She is currently now okay it seems... I feel relieved that she is happy as before. =)

But in order to not affect that, I mustn't show my face to her nor talk... Allow me to shrink my social circle as small as possible for hers to expand.

I'm okay with this, I'm not doing this for a stranger, I'm doing this for someone I know... So its okay with me

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15 mins to Modem Disconnection!!

11:46 PM |

Alright... Day is done... Managed to catch some dinner with Ciahau before he went back to Malaysia...

I Soooo Like Teriyaki Chicken Udon... Nice yo!! Gonna bring other people to eat at NTU next time!! Yum~~~

Plan for tomorrow would be gym in the morning. Then I'll head for Ang Mo Kio to repair my uncle's XBOX 360 controller! There was one in Sengkang but the directions were not clear..

MapleGames Company... Hmm... Didn't know it existed! I'm alittle agitated today... Not sure why... Hah! I think should sleep le...

Staring At The Sky... Why Do I Feel A Little Sad... Is it? Nah That Cant Be It...

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FYP.. Now In Ntu Lab..

6:19 PM |

Wahseh... I'm currently in the NTU Lab. Its kinda dull in here... First time ever I stay till this late!! Ah well, what the heck... Luckily, the experiment didnt require much focus... Cos my mind is not thinking properly. You can say its partially distracted...

Hmm... I think I still am thinking... My confidence still low, and I am afraid to be the laughing stock of people. Yeah, maybe I still probably am in Loser Mode... I suddenly feel the urg to hide myself again...

I wanna go home soon... I've cleared some of my projects already. I think I'll just stare at the night sky tonight at home...

I may not know you well, U may not know me well.... But my heart still says its too early... Just.. Too early...

I just... Uhmm Never mind....

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Tiresome day... Dumbass PRactical haha

10:57 PM |

Okie... Today was somewhat of a full-day. New People met... All was normal today.
I babbled about rubbish in class... We had to each do a 1 minute talk on a certain topic and I got the RELIGION topic. =X I don't know how to phrase my words! HAHA!

Practical was the most sian thing of all... But luckily it was the last!! There is someone new I met.. Eric, a new member of the group. Funny sia, talk about stuff which has double meaning...

After school, Went home to change gear... Zhenzhi asked if I want dinner at Lot 1. Had nothing else to do so I went to Lot 1. Food Culture was nice!

After main course, we decided to eat dessert... Chendol for her, Red Ruby for me. We declared Red Ruby awesome! Also talked about certain stuff... She pry alot of information from me sia hahaha! Skilled Interrogator she is... Then helped her to choose a laptop for her... I recommended Fujitsu but sadly the COURTS there did not have any Fujitsu laptop... Gonna wait for IT fair I guess...

Ah lets call it a day eh, head for home...

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Ok.. slowly...

9:54 PM |

Ah... So I survived Gym + cross country run... Was really bummed out after the run.

At least, I sort of could talk normally to Amanda and Duncan... I would'nt say normal cos cutting myself away from sanity (and talking to Wee hao hah!) drove me a little crazy...

I was abit reluctant to have dinner with Alexander and others... I abit forced my smile. Really can't genuinely smile.. Eghh~

Wei Loon asked me to jog tomorrow... I think I wont... enough for now. Very pain ah my body.

Lets call it a day eh...

I'd wish things can heal faster... I still have that feeling in me... I'm sorry for whatever scars I've caused... I'm not angry.. I'm just speechless... I don't know what to say.

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Gym and Long jog... Need Push limits eh?

3:18 PM |

Hmm... Class as per normal... Was kinda slackish today... I didn't bother about what the lecturer said eh. I'll read it myself... I kept Weehao awake during bio class as much as I could. Even grayson and Zakkiyya suggested some ways to keep Wee hao awake. Wangcong woke him up in a very funny way...

It was funny, but I didn't laugh much... I don't know why I can't laugh normally... I want to laugh... Ah well, in time I guess...

In the next last lecture, EE... Spent most of time with mp3 hah.. Topic considered too simple? Even Myron started using PSP already... Teh Peng with my brother from another mother, Jin Xiang...

I learned wierd math for the topic... Sound addition... 30 + 30 = 33 Wierd Math

30 + 50 = 50
20 + 20 = 23

Decibal Maths is way wierd... But wierd is something not out of the ordinary in this world... Wierd is the norm I guess...

I went to the gym to relax my mind and arms... Got my mind off some stuff... Spam the treadmill...
Now... Gonna go jog from Dover To Queenstown.

Sub-Isolation helps a little...

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....I found my past...

8:59 PM |

I just suddenly remembered about my primary school... In a very old post I wrote... I wrote about this girl in primary school... Her name was Zaleena! I think she wont remember me... I finally found her facebook!!! It feels good to find a long lost friend.

I still remember the time last time she liked me... Was too noobish to understand back then... We shared a common foe... The malay teacher! Dam effing menopause!! We helped each other alot! Ever since sec 1 I didnt even get her contact. I didnt even have a phone!

Well took me 6 plus years to finally find a piece of her contact?? I'm amazed by my lag... The facebook must be her... It looks like her... The secondary school sounds like what Ahmad Rifaie told me... And the name spelling is as I remembered... Holy eff! So long then I find?

Its easy to let go if you dont like the person the way the person likes you... Easy to get over with... Just snap fingers
I don't reply because I'm scared... My confidence is nil
But to gamble one's heart fully even if he knows the person is not fully sure of the feelings.. That is something I have never done till now...

Just Leave Me Be For Now... The Problem Just Lies Me Now Eh?

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To Gym Or Not To Gym?

7:02 PM |

I think I'll head to the gym on Wednesday... After Environmental Eng Class I guess... Cant skip it already. 1pm is kind of a bad time to go gym. The open road to Pioneer Gym is hot. Ah what the heck...

Today gym is just for muscle relaxation eh.. I lifted lighter weights to jus flex arms...

Call it a day Zul... Rest your mind still. Hope your application turns out well Zhen zhi... Don't want u complaining here and there about cannot this degree cannot that degree...

I Still Feel the Hole In The Heart... I'm Not Sure Why...
Part Of Me Has Anger, Part Of Me Has Calmness... I Just Don't Get It...
Something Inside Me Is Burning... Am I Angry About Something?
No... My Sub-Isolation Is Still In Progress...
Control Your Anger, Mr Heart... I Know Gambling You Was Painful...
I Just Cant Face Her Anymore...

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Hi peeps...

12:36 PM |

Alright today... Nothing much so far... Maybe I'll take the day to rest my arms... Dam Wangcong for suggesting to push over limits too far hahaha!

Btw, To Benedict... Sorry for hacking ur account. I'm just trying to pass u a message to you to change ur password!! Sorry if you take it heavily when account hacked... heh...

Currently, I feel abit better... Though I still feel loser-ish! To those who want to hang around me while I'm in this state, be my guest. Just don't comment, criticise or suan or whatever... We'll just go out for a quiet dinner or something to fill our stomachs...

If you want talk about a certain topic fine by me... I am not isolating myself totally... If there is a single friend out there who still wants to hear me out.

Just say so... I would never turn down a person who would want to hear my topic...

But to Fair-weather friends, just enjoy what you are doing... You surely would not want this sad boy hanging out around you eh? It will spoil the mood and environment which I know u guys dont want...

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Ambitions & Dreams Pish Posh...

9:43 PM |

Hahaha... Why I keep writing to u eh bloggy? Cos I suddenly remembered an ambition me and malay bros once had... Well it didnt happen due to lack of materials XD

Me, Haikal, Riduwan, Syukri and Rafiq last time wanted to try start a band... I forgot what we wanted to name it... We were inspired by the Scarlet Rose... One of my malay bros Band! Consisting of Zaki, Qashmeer, Labin and Afiq...

The plan supposedly was I was the singer hahahaha!! Haikal was the bass.. Syukri was the guitarist... Rafiq would play the keyboard AHA!! And Last but not least, it was Riduwan's dream to play the drums... We were also inspired by the group "My Chemical Romance"

Well ambitious as we were... We lacked time to play together cos we were busy soccer-ing XD

Hah... There it goes... Bye for now!

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I dare not... Pathetic me...

7:53 PM |

I dare not show my face in front of my GL Comm... I really feel like a loser now... My confidence dropped alot today. At least, I can turn to my classmates?

Today, was a normal day.. I decide to shy myself away from SPSU.. I have no face to show in front of the peeps... I went to chill at the library during lunch with my 'Brother From Another Mother'... Jin Xiang!! I told him about what happened to me... He lend me a listening ear... Thanks... =')

I talked in msn to Zhen zhi... Seems we were buddy-buddy again heh... No one else in my secondary school were available to talk to. So we talked... As usual, suan-ing each other till one gives up... I found the Freedom Song Cover! Tmr I send u okay? Also, I msn-ed with Wanting for a short while telling her I wont come in contact for some time... Don't be sad yea Wanting! I'll be fine...

After that, my classmates decided to come to my house for project... We made the prototype! Was successful to a minimum extent I guess... Good job guys!

After the project, Me, Wang Cong and Weehao went for a jog at Queenstown Stadium... We trained Weehao for NAPFA... I also did some training myself... Weehao do push ups look dam funny la haha! We call it a day eh? My first day of sub-isolation...

I Am Just Pathetic... I Just Cant Show Myself Anymore...
It Will Just Remain As A Memory...

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=')

2:52 PM |

Im gonna be the biggest laughing-stock in the country... Can't even.. ah Never mind...

All I hope is that you are happy...

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Last Part of the story i guess...

11:26 AM |

For the sake of Marie and Wanting who read the story and wanted the continuation... Here it goes... I'll be struggling to type it because I just can't think straight eh? No worries my daughters...

As time passed by, the voices that called out to the purple mouse died down eventually. Still lost in the maze, the purple mouse was heart-broken... But he knew, the journey was a gamble... There would be possibilities of failure. Well, this mouse stumbled upon failure I guess...

With the voice no longer heard. The purple mouse lost hope and just sat there in the maze, looking up in the sky thinking what he could have achieved if he reached the heart.. But those were just his dreams.

The mouse now just wanders the maze, never being able to find the heart... Soon, he will collapse to the ground and just give up. As much endurance this mouse has, he just wept into tears... Awaiting for his comrades to find and pick him up again... For the time being, the mouse lays collapsed in the maze. Maybe some sleep will help...

Close your eyes purple mouse, you will be found soon... For now rest, what you need purple mouse is time for yourself to recover!

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Broken... Its a nice song...

10:21 PM |

Dropped off your keys last night,
The front door still unpainted.
You were polite like ice,
I, once could met it.
You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down.

And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know,
Is broken.

I heard your voice break, when you said,
"well I hope you're happy".
Nothin' to say, I'll stare, straight into my coffee.
Then the conversation changed,
How we talked around the blame,
And the pain of losing.
All of the good times lost,
When it all crashed down.

And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know...
Is broken.

Well I'm here if you need me,
I know you don't believe me.
well I'm so sorry,
For all the pain I've caused.
Ho-oohhhhh...

And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know...
Is broken.

Ho-oh...

I don't know how to hold you, but I want to...

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In Search Of The Maiden's Heart...

8:26 PM |

I have a story... Something I thought of while chatting at CCK... Care to hear it? Its a story about this purple mouse! A mouse in search of a treasure that meant something to it... Its a tacky story but it does have its meaning... The story goes as followed;

There was once this purple mouse. It has heard of this treasure and it seemed it meant alot to him. He embarked through the forest to find this Maiden's Heart that it has heard of. It was not the only one embarking on this journey... There were many other mice looking for the heart. Most of the mice got lost in the forest and it seemed they can never reach the heart.

This purple mouse, however, was lucky enough to have stumbled onto the location of the heart.

It thought it could hear the voice calling to it. So it went towards the heart...

When the purple mouse stepped closer to the heart... Walls popped out from nowhere hindering its movement. As the mouse was told before, these were the walls of wierdness... They will appear and disappear at random! This purple mouse kept running in the maze, wanting to find this heart...

This mouse bumped into the Walls of Wierdness. Not only that... the route was a bumpy one! The purple mouse kept tripping over the steps of the route... These steps also appear at random! The purple mouse was at times so flustered that it kept ramming the walls trying to break through it instead but alas, it only succeeded in getting a headache! The mouse fell at times but it just got back up again and endured... At times, the mouse camps in the maze... Feeling lost and at times doubting that there is hope....

This posed as some trouble for the purple mouse to go through the maze but it knows nonetheless that the journey would be well worth it... Undeterred and with perseverance, the mouse continued slowly towards the heart. It knows well it needs the Map of Understanding in order to reach the heart. It would also sometimes require timely movement to get through the walls...

The mouse knows in time, it will reach the heart... What it needs right now is time. Time to get acquainted with the maze... Time to plan what to do with the heart...

The story is to be continued....

Guess what? That mouse... is me...

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Saturday... Wish my cousin farewell and take care in australia!

11:26 PM |

Today was kind of a filled day! I had another kenduri! It is for my cousin who is leaving for Australia for further studies! Wish her all the best! The thing is she is going to take a course in Chemical Engineering in Australia there!! LOL!!

I woke up stunned in the morning! Not sure why... Was super hungry by then.. So I went tiong bahru to get some Burger King meal... that should fill me up!

In the evening I went for the kenduri! Cousins were there of course! The food there was awesome... And I REALLY LOVE EGG TART!! Can someone buy me one?! =D

Lazy describe event! Alot of things gg on... Cousins and Aunts keep asking why my body so build de... Its not build lo... Still in noobish state! XD

After kenduri, I went home of course... Wanted to try drive car but alas change of plans!! Sad~~ =X

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Monopoly! I Learnt something new!

10:36 PM |

Eh, today was really a free day... Wanted to take my mind off projects today. Cos on friday there is gonna be FYP for me... Thts gonna be kinda tiring haha! But nonetheless, I will find ways to entertain myself! =D

Though a free day, I decided to pay a visit to SPSU Room... I learnt how to play Monopoly Deal!! Was taught by Nick... Then Yishan taught her way of playing the game. Well, in the end we jus sticked to the original rules... Yishan explain so complicated! =.= LOL!!

Oh yeah, had ice-cream cos it was hot yo! NO Magnum Gooooooold! So I tried Magnum Ecuador Dark... Still Awesome but not as awesome as the Gold!! Then Jiahao wanted to eat lunch... So we went to FC 3 to grab a bite... Introduced to Jiahao the specialty of Chicken Talk... The Ultimate Sauce...Both spicy and sweet... The Bandung Sauce! Its not the pink drink ah!! XD

Soon later Ben, Zhen hui, Duncan and SC joined us... =D

Was full then... My goodness I think I need run on the weekends! I lost 8kg overall.. From 78kg to 70kg! I spent most of time playing Monopoly Deal... I won only once lor!! SADDDD!! T_T

The last game was funny. Players were Me, Jingting, Zhen hui, SC and Rusydi... I was like super sian with my cards HAHAHA! So I decided toend my suffering by helping SC win... SC didnt want to win so fast so he countered my card with the "Just Say No" Card... I wanted to swtich property with him so tht he has 3 sets of property... BUT! I countered his "Just Say NO" with the same card LOL!!! I die die want end suffering...

In actual fact... Jingting could have won! Supposedly on her turn, she will put the last piece of property of her 3rd set!! LOL!!! Sorry eh Jingting! X) But it was my turn first so just end "suffering" there! HAHAHA!

Alright... enough uhhh... Tired already... So Me, Jingting, Zhen hui and SC headed for home!
Imma go to the Hoodz in Queenztown!!

I will fly you to the moon and back if you'll be... if you'll be my baby - Savage Garden

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6pm... What I've Forgotten...

11:39 PM |

My my... Stupid me for doing that isolation thing... It creeped Jingting out if I'm not wrong...

Today, I knew why I felt mixed feelings... Its because of the lack of GL outings! When I'm down, these few people never fail to bring me back up again...

Everyone in the GL Comm helped me to be what I am today... This was what I've forgotten... The roots of friendship, the bonds that grow stronger with each passing day... Lemme state a few examples.

Lets start with year 2s eh? Ben, Zhen hui and Jiahao, I've forgotten they've been by my side ever since last year... Supporting ideas and plans that I had... They have been true friends ever since I know them. It was just the lack of spending time together as a group that made me forget this...

Jingting, although new... already contributed alot to the GL Comm and provides a listening ear to people. That is already remarkable for a new found member... I also told her a few of my probs that I had in the past, what I needed was a person to listen to it at that point of time... And there was you Jingting... With time, I hope to get to know you better... Welcome to the family of Gee Ells =)

Wat, Amanda Nicole and Duncan... Declared BFFs! Been through alot with them and they listened to my problems... We solved problems together. And they supported me when I was feeling down... Same time here... the lack of spending time caused me to forget the bonds we have...

Today, isolation was not fated for me... I realised what I've done was a dumb thing! Spending time with you guys today and other days to come will surely cheer me up.. I'm wayyy Cheered up today!!
Thank you Everyone!!!

I Realised My Mistake... What I Was Missing That Made Me Feel Different... Now I'm Back... I Know It Sounds Impossible Since It Only Took 1 Day... But The Impact Today Was Great Enough To Make It Happen...

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I Am Not Emo... I'm Just Thinking...

1:12 PM |

My first day I tried to isolate myself... It didnt work... So it probably is true. It hurts alot for me to disconnect from her... I guess 3 days is tad too much... I guess just for today. I really feel pain inside if I go on with this disconnect from the world thing...

During gym, isolation was already broken. I don't know if its a sign not to isolate... I met Faizal and Yuni at Pioneer Gym. Was abit surprised I might say! Haha! It seems fate doesnt want me isolated...

And on the way around school I met others... Really, I think its a sign... Everything came into place just so nicely...

No I cant isolate... Give me 2 hours to break from this thinking mode back to myself...

I promised her I show her my true self, thats what I'm gonna do from now on... Present my life...

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Disconnect...

10:56 PM |

Disconnecting from everyone other than classmates for the coming 3 days...

I think... My handphone I will off... Need time to refresh my mind...

Will go gym on wed and thursday... Most probably on my own! Hmm...

Maybe I'll take this time to recover mentally and physically...

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Yawn...

8:37 PM |

I don't know why I fell asleep on my sofa today... Today I am really lethargic! Today probably I not on-form. Mr Tay class really is boring! At least I have someone that put a smile on my face after that class...

Hope to go out with jt on wednesday or thursday! =))

I still have lots to learn about facial posture... Don't Assume Heh...
Don't try your best... Go with the flow...
All of us are busy... What we need is balance...
Time and Balance...

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Wondering...

7:24 PM |

Well... Jingting and Me didnt go out together for this week... Well maybe we went out once... But I felt like i kacauing her hahahaha!

But it doesnt matter.. there is always next week I guess. =D

Hope to go out with her next week! I'm looking forward to it! ^^

Sefenyumfum safajafa Zul... Sefemufuafa afakanfan jafadifi bafaikfik...
Allfall willfill befe befeterfer soonfoon...

Afadafakahfah difi-afa tafakutfut pafadafa safayafa? Hmm

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Music...

1:21 PM |

Hmm... Music... It strengthens part of your feelings does it? Depenidn on what you hear, the music strengthen a certain feelings of yours... Lyrics is a powerful thing!

My Family name is Mimi... Taken out from my name Zulhelmi. I used to be afraid of people knowing that my nickname Mimi... But now, I feel more confident with it...

My cousins gave me a short hippy name for Mimi.. MIMS!!

And you wanna know whats the link between my short hippy name MIMS and music?

It short term for Music In My Soul!

My name is Mimi a.k.a MIMS

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Updates!

9:46 PM |

Hee... On Friday, It was quite a tiresome day huh! All the way to 12am for me! Adventure!

After school, I went to catch a movie with Jingting, Jiahao and Benedict. KNIGHT AND DAY! It was a nice movie... Got WTH moments sometimes Hahahaha!

After the movie, plan depended on Amanda's TP Test... If Good, lets go eat! If Bad, Spam spam spam here we come I guess...

Well guess what.. She Passed! K Lets go eat! The bunch of us made our way to Suntec City... Where me and jingting tio sabo. The laser message thingy... OMG! I was slightly blushing, but I had to disguise it with over-reaction LOL!!

List Of Guests:
Zulhelmi

Jingting

Benedict

Amanda

Wati

Alexander Petty Choo

Jordan

Duncan

We all ate at Fish & Co... And since Amanda owes me Birthday present. You can say that my bill is settled without me taking my wallet out =P lol!

Alright I was kinda full... Can actually see my tummy le... =X Went to accompany my Angel home. Of to AMK! Took the train then bus and sent her to the void deck below her house... Goodbye! ;)

Off to home! 12.10am reach home WOOOPS hahaha!

Flustering Heart.... Woah!

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The Angel At Heart....

7:39 PM |

Jingting...

Know that I'll always be there for you...

You can talk to me about anything...

From what I felt the past few days...

I just learnt how much I treasure you...

How much you mean to me...

With you, I learnt about trust...

Being with you, takes my worries away...

Being the boy that I am, stumbling over my own words...

I still am searching for a way around the wall....

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Sudden-strucked Advice! Wow!

6:10 PM |

Ho.. Ho... Its a wonder how a night's rest can turn the tide. Well bloggy, if you don't know what the hell I'm talking abt.. Lemme enlighten you!

Well apparently, I've been thinking alot yesterday... It was a certain something something. At 1am, my head really hurts. But then, someone's advice struck my head. It seems I can learn a lot from past advices!

To be exact, Kathe's advice struck my head! It was during FOWA Camp debriefing I think... After being camp chief... Well a bad experience I can say. Being shot down all of that hahaha!

After the debriefing, I went out... Was crying due to me thinking what I sacrificed for Stupid Union. I kept thinking why I did it.. Why why why! Kathe came and told me this

"I won't stop you from thinking about it... As a matter of fact, just keep thinking about the problem... Think think and think until that thinking feeling wears out..."

At that point of time, how am I suppose to believe that...

So there you have it! I slept from 3am to 9am... 1am to 3am just thinking and thinking...

I woke up with a smile to greet the sun of course! Things was better with my class, I suddenly had the mood to follow-up their activities... XD My mind was clear...

Hohoho, whats envy? I have no idea what that is! X)

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How Far Would You Go For Friendship?

Let me share with you bloggy... What I did for a friend... Its actually a long story. But its always in my mind! A person who I once was... Or maybe still am...

Well, it happened last year... Seems I became good friends with Ligeng. She had alot of problems before. For example, a person was overly interested in her... He texted her abt helping her do this and that. She voiced this problem to me, saying that she doesnt like this guy and he is getting real annoying. I wont say the guy's name!

Helped her to avoid contact with that certain guy of course... Was hell of a job becos that guy was sort of my friend turned desperate. There were union people who caused her so much grief...

Eventually the guy started losing contact with Ligeng. Problem 1 solved! And sometimes, I spent quite sometime with Ligeng to the point where people assume me and Ligeng had something going on... Which is not true!

I spent alot of time swimming with her at Yio Chu Kang, ate dinner at Suntec and helped her cut her chicken which she kept fighting with LOL!! Also went to Jantzen and she was the first to see me with rebonded hair!! Accompanying her to events where she don't know most of the people there...

When Wei Liong came to her life... I acted as a barrier for her to prevent anything that would harm both of them. Advicing Ligeng not to choose Union over Wei Liong even though the exco work is important... Even suggesting that I could help!

Sometimes, after dinner, when Wei Liong wanted to come meet Ligeng at the area... I suggested to her that I should leave... To the point that both of them gave me a nickname adjective to describe me in chinese...

It was "Zhe Tong"... Supposedly to mean "Understanding". Of course, I didn't meet with Ligeng much maybe even rarely... I do not want to intefere between these 2 peeps LOL!
I will only be there when she needs a listening ear or a swimming friend I guess hahaha... I expect no more, no less...

I believe I still am this person... Well, same in all humans,
All dedication has its limits... But..
One thing you should know... I plan to break those limits...

Continued Devotion... Waiting For Her To Open Her Heart Further...

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