Beats of Life

Hohoho... the MST is here. Time to mug mug mug! haha Good luck to everyone in their MST. Alright then, me go back to notes =D

Phew! long holiday that was... Missed home. Haha! Brisbane was super fun. Movie World, Sea World, Currumbin Wildlife and Harbour Town. Great places....

I get to take photos with scooby and the gang haha.... Beside Daphne of course hehe XD. Met Austin powers... He did his signature dance. Kinda irritating but what the heck... it was funny XD
Tried the rides. I faced my fear and rode the 'Batman Spaceshot'. Wooooo!!! The Scooby Spooky Coaster was awesome too!! So many shows at Movie World but so little time! =D Loved it!

Sea World was alright. The rides werent awesome BUT the sea creatures are way way better than any aquariums in Singapore. 'The Seal Squad' was a cute show. The seal was really intelligent. hahax. Doing cool slides and actions XD. W.S.K.I was also another cool show. Because the actresses were HOT! They were pretty and looked mystical when they waterski-ed. The show was about waterskiing. Cool tricks and hot girls hehe... lol

Currumbin Wildlife was also a great a great place. I get to finally get close with kangaroos. They were really cute. Especially the little ones. I gave them 'Roo Feed' which they ate from my hand. Very tickilish haha =D. Their fur felt so soft and most of them went to sleep after eating. The Koala Bears were also very cuddly. They really love to sleep. XD Well the Currumbin Wildlife would really be more fun for kids. So my little sister enjoyed going there.

Well, after exploring the place, no holiday is complete without SHOPPING! Harbour Town is a huge and great place to shop. Most are factory outlets and the designs were brand new. Most of the items were cheap and there were many brand names such as Billabong, Quicksilver, Vans, Converse, Cotton On and etc. I bought most of my clothes there. The place was filled with food too. Ispa kebabs, Brisbane's famous kebab outlet. Alot of customers patronize there. I really love the kebabs. They were like magnifico!

Don't wanna write so much.... Got things to do. Now back from Gold Coast and time to get back to life. =))

Dammit!! If I'm going to on vacation, I really must put this emotion aside. Keep thinking of what my friendship would become.

I keep asking myself. "Will I lose my best-friend?" and "Can I save my best-friendship?".

Idiot and weak me.... Why do I keep fearing things? Scared of this.. scared of that.. WEAKLING!

Hmmph... I should be TELLING myself. "I WILL NOT lose my best friend" and "I WILL save my best-friendship"
Now I realize how weak I am! I will never let this thing make me weak again.

I have not been going out lately because of self-pondering. I pondered over this friendship thing. I keep fearing that I will lose her... This shitty feeling must not exist anymore!!

2 things: Holidays sucks and Holidays rules

WTF? Contradiction? I feel both ways man. Boredness of the holidays and furthermore... the exams are RIGHT AFTER the holidays WTF???

Really looking forward to my vacation next week and also my SP family outing!! That would be the 2 best events of the holidays.

I really don't understand... Is it wrong to confess one's feelings? All the feelings were pent up in that person so he/she should express it all out right? Or else the person be dead by now holding back his/her feelings. Better to say out rather than lose the chance next time.

I really hope things would be better... The situation is still not good. No reply from her or anything. I should take my FOWA wiselady's advice. Give more time.

Dam i mus be f***ing impatient man. Time come on time! Heal this wound! heh... Stupid sarcasm. No mood for it now.

Hmm.... So i have decided! I will continue my life as always. I will not let my zhai-ness and enthusiasm in my club and class activities be hindered by my own problems.

Today, i went to the school library! How un-interesting... But, atleast the jokes me, muxing and eezzat shared were funny. Stupid Mu Xing and his BME haha. Super disgusting! You guys wont wanna know what is BME. >,<
Kian How and Wei Loon were inhabitants of the school library. But the funny thing is kian How can get lost in the library! WOW! OMG! =D

Group work is sort of completed today. Gary was appointed as "The Sabo-ed Leader" Muahahaha!

Oh my... What have i done? I jeopardize my friendship.

How could I? She was shocked to hear what i said... Now I get no replies from her.

Most probably she needs more time to understand the situation.

I should use this time to ponder upon what i said... Was it right to say? Or wrong? Did I make a big mistake?

i really want to tell her that i care for her... I will respect any decision of hers. All I want is to maintain my friendship.

Please I really hope she talks to me soon...

Well, back from chalet, done Annual General Meeting, Got bicycle injuries and sang karaoke WTF??. Hahax. It was a great 3 day package at the SAFRA chalet.

A new member in the family. My cousin's husband. He is a cool guy man. Bowling PRO!! XD. Seriously =P. The chalet was great. Everyone came for the BBQ event. WooTS!!
It was sad my cousin Imran couldnt come... Else it would be 100% attendance. =D

Before chalet was the AGM. It was damn tiring....
Transporting chairs from MLT 10 all the way to SPSU room is super duper shag. XD
It was great anyways. I made new friends and met up with my sisters. Theresa is not scared of the camera anymore!! How cool is that man.

Late at night, me, joseph, danial, joey, tony, wati and khabir went to play pool. i hope i spelled their names properly. Hehe. I'm following pronunciation XD

Friday was one of a hell day for me... After school > AGM > pool. Hectic day but fun though hahax. =))