Ho.. Ho... Its a wonder how a night's rest can turn the tide. Well bloggy, if you don't know what the hell I'm talking abt.. Lemme enlighten you!
Well apparently, I've been thinking alot yesterday... It was a certain something something. At 1am, my head really hurts. But then, someone's advice struck my head. It seems I can learn a lot from past advices!
To be exact, Kathe's advice struck my head! It was during FOWA Camp debriefing I think... After being camp chief... Well a bad experience I can say. Being shot down all of that hahaha!
After the debriefing, I went out... Was crying due to me thinking what I sacrificed for Stupid Union. I kept thinking why I did it.. Why why why! Kathe came and told me this
"I won't stop you from thinking about it... As a matter of fact, just keep thinking about the problem... Think think and think until that thinking feeling wears out..."
At that point of time, how am I suppose to believe that...
So there you have it! I slept from 3am to 9am... 1am to 3am just thinking and thinking...
I woke up with a smile to greet the sun of course! Things was better with my class, I suddenly had the mood to follow-up their activities... XD My mind was clear...
Hohoho, whats envy? I have no idea what that is! X)
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How Far Would You Go For Friendship?
Let me share with you bloggy... What I did for a friend... Its actually a long story. But its always in my mind! A person who I once was... Or maybe still am...
Well, it happened last year... Seems I became good friends with Ligeng. She had alot of problems before. For example, a person was overly interested in her... He texted her abt helping her do this and that. She voiced this problem to me, saying that she doesnt like this guy and he is getting real annoying. I wont say the guy's name!
Helped her to avoid contact with that certain guy of course... Was hell of a job becos that guy was sort of my friend turned desperate. There were union people who caused her so much grief...
Eventually the guy started losing contact with Ligeng. Problem 1 solved! And sometimes, I spent quite sometime with Ligeng to the point where people assume me and Ligeng had something going on... Which is not true!
I spent alot of time swimming with her at Yio Chu Kang, ate dinner at Suntec and helped her cut her chicken which she kept fighting with LOL!! Also went to Jantzen and she was the first to see me with rebonded hair!! Accompanying her to events where she don't know most of the people there...
When Wei Liong came to her life... I acted as a barrier for her to prevent anything that would harm both of them. Advicing Ligeng not to choose Union over Wei Liong even though the exco work is important... Even suggesting that I could help!
Sometimes, after dinner, when Wei Liong wanted to come meet Ligeng at the area... I suggested to her that I should leave... To the point that both of them gave me a nickname adjective to describe me in chinese...
It was "Zhe Tong"... Supposedly to mean "Understanding". Of course, I didn't meet with Ligeng much maybe even rarely... I do not want to intefere between these 2 peeps LOL!
I will only be there when she needs a listening ear or a swimming friend I guess hahaha... I expect no more, no less...
I believe I still am this person... Well, same in all humans,
All dedication has its limits... But..
One thing you should know... I plan to break those limits...
Continued Devotion... Waiting For Her To Open Her Heart Further...
