After LTC... Pretty much its back to normal life... Haizzz
Well, I went to watch 'Funny People' with Darren. He said he was bored at home and sian. He had to go back to ITP. I ate at Manhattan Fish Market for the first time... The Salmon there was awesome although it was a smaller serving compared to Darren's Alaskan Pollock. And mine costed more!
I had a dream 2 days ago... A wierd dream. A dream that seems to be telling me a message...
I dreamt about forgetting HER... And the outcome of that certain dream was somewhat logical and it brought about many good consequences.
Well, to be honest, I have feelings for another person for quite sometime now... Actually since May. This certain person has a heart of gold. She really do care for other people... I won't reveal anything. Its best she doesn't know how I really feel for her. She captured my heart, not because of looks but because of what she does...
Ah... A heart of gold, something very difficult to look for.
I don't know how to describe this feeling... As much as I want to express my feelings to her, I don't want to spoil and create awkward situations. I think its just best I hold my feelings back... I've seen some of my friends who open up and let out what they really feel about that person they like... And well lets just say, some weren't happy endings.
I will hold back my feelings although it hurts my heart. As much as it hurts, I must think that I'm putting friendship on the line. Hmm... How long must I hide this feeling?
I just cant express my feelings... Fear holds me back.
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